At work it was too busy, which is nothing new these days. Around lunch time, when Anamika got hungry she finished the energy bar and her drink. But it was no surprise that the so called "energy" bar did not provide the requisite energy. The dark chocolates, she usually gobbles up during her late afternoon visit to the "candy man's" office, were calling her from behind the closed doors. Unfortunately, the "candy man" was on vacation today. The work at hand, confused and stressed Anamika quite a bit. Finally, she resolved to go to the gym to ameliorate the situation. As luck would have it, after a good workout she actually started to feel a little sleepy and more hungry. She tried her best to keep her eyes open and look at the changes needed to be made. It was impossible for her to make any progress as hunger was clouding all her thinking and she actually started to feel completely enervated. At this point, she decided to leave work, go home and grab something to eat.
Anamika, sometimes tries to get caught up in her "Indian" ways. With the weak mind that she had at that point of time, she reasoned with herself. "I cannot have dinner without my kids." But the hunger was maddening. If she went to pick up the kids without eating something, she will not be able to eat anytime before she served her kids dinner. All this could take up to an hour. But, she needed food right at that very moment!
She had a bread, some veggies and a piece of chocolate and felt more energetic. She quickly got back in the car to pick up her kids. The kids, being kids and a little spoilt, created all kinds of messes in the car and in the house. Anamika, struggled very hard to keep her temper in check and her voice low. Somehow, she mustered the strength to explain to them that it takes a lot of effort to actually clean up the mess that they effortlessly make , time and again.
Finally, her savior rang the door bell. It was the babysitter. Anamika, breathed a sigh of relief when she got into the car to leave. But wait, she did not have cash on her to pay the sitter and off she drove to the ATM. The machine gave her cash in twenty dollar bills. Anamika needed change. She thought she would get some tea and get the change for the bill at the same time.
It was raining at that time. On her way from the parking lot to the store she heard someone say " this does not seem at all like Colorado." She had to agree that this summer has been far more wet than usual. At the counter, the young girl handing over the tea asked her " How's your day been so far ?" Anamika, tried to smile and say effortlessly "good." But the words did not come out. The girl laughed and said, "Oh, I see. It was one of those days." "It was not actually a bad day but a very hard day " said Anamika. The girl was in her twenties and had a pretty face. It actually felt good to finally, vent out a little bit of her frustrations to this young smiling girl. Anamika had to admit to herself that managing everything on her own was tough for her. Acknowledging this, in and of itself, gave her some relief.
She sipped at her tea and walked out of the store and lo and behold! What is this?

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